And so I Fall
By: Rob Munera
I sit aloneIn clouded judgment Thinking back to that momentWith tears drowning my eyesBlaming myself for it all
Everything that happenedI know, was my faultAnd I never should’ve done itIt was all a mistakeAnd you paid for it
So now, here I amGoing crazy from the guilt;Who ties a noose around my neckAnd let’s god decide what to do with me
I lay in bed all dayWith drugs on my nightstandSmoking and injecting them Until I pass out
Everything is fuzzyNothing mattersIn this new realm I live in
Glass, grassOn the floor And on my ceilingMy feet feel funny And I can see the starsBeneath me
Am I going crazy mother?Are you there?Father?Oh, that’s right…I have no Dad
They all blame me for what I did-For what she didYou hung yourselfAnd I was left with everyone pointing at meMy life fell apartAnd now I’m dying insideStanding on a stoolWith that rope around meWith only the memories to keep me from falling
I remember being so happyWe never got into fights,And I loved you
But now I think about it;Think we were fall apart And that you no longer loved me
Tears pour outOf the sinkThat is my eyes
Underwater nowI swim in the skyAnd I see fire meltAnd water burn.I see fish walk And we talk;
They yell at meSay I was the one, who killed her,I was the one who took the knifeAnd slit her throatBut it wasn’tOr… was it?
I’ll follow meInto the darkness;Into the abyssWhere we may rest,
I’ll follow you,My loveWhere I too,May burn with you.And we can be happy again
So now, here I amOnce again going crazy from the guilt;Who ties a noose around my neckAnd let’s god decide what to do with me
And so I fall
Everything that happenedI know, was my faultAnd I never should’ve done itIt was all a mistakeAnd you paid for it
So now, here I amGoing crazy from the guilt;Who ties a noose around my neckAnd let’s god decide what to do with me
I lay in bed all dayWith drugs on my nightstandSmoking and injecting them Until I pass out
Everything is fuzzyNothing mattersIn this new realm I live in
Glass, grassOn the floor And on my ceilingMy feet feel funny And I can see the starsBeneath me
Am I going crazy mother?Are you there?Father?Oh, that’s right…I have no Dad
They all blame me for what I did-For what she didYou hung yourselfAnd I was left with everyone pointing at meMy life fell apartAnd now I’m dying insideStanding on a stoolWith that rope around meWith only the memories to keep me from falling
I remember being so happyWe never got into fights,And I loved you
But now I think about it;Think we were fall apart And that you no longer loved me
Tears pour outOf the sinkThat is my eyes
Underwater nowI swim in the skyAnd I see fire meltAnd water burn.I see fish walk And we talk;
They yell at meSay I was the one, who killed her,I was the one who took the knifeAnd slit her throatBut it wasn’tOr… was it?
I’ll follow meInto the darkness;Into the abyssWhere we may rest,
I’ll follow you,My loveWhere I too,May burn with you.And we can be happy again
So now, here I amOnce again going crazy from the guilt;Who ties a noose around my neckAnd let’s god decide what to do with me
And so I fall