To Think I Could
By: Mary Fredriks
To think I could
Wishing it would
Be okay
Just have one good day
It's been awhile
All in the file
The time flew by
Like I didn't even try
For the crying
And the trying
hitting the wall
And then to fall
Slipping away
Saying I'm okay
With every fight
Hoping I can hold on tight
Thought it was controlled
Wasn't patrolled
For every day
Thinking I would stay
The way I was
But just because
This one day
someone had to say
Something to keep
Me 6 ft deep
Wishing it would
Be okay
Just have one good day
It's been awhile
All in the file
The time flew by
Like I didn't even try
For the crying
And the trying
hitting the wall
And then to fall
Slipping away
Saying I'm okay
With every fight
Hoping I can hold on tight
Thought it was controlled
Wasn't patrolled
For every day
Thinking I would stay
The way I was
But just because
This one day
someone had to say
Something to keep
Me 6 ft deep